Saturday, December 31, 2016

Let the picture tell the story

LIKE I SAID... IT WAS TOO LATE...


 
 
 
Thank you for all the false hope u gave me throughout the 9 years of knowing you..
 
Thank you so much...!
 
 
Regards
 
R Nur Nadya @ Raja Siti Maria - Mrs Haniff

Saturday, October 29, 2016

is it too late?



Maybe its little too late.. maybe its really too late.. not even a single news since u last text.. well, I cant possibly blame you.. u changed your number.. what else can I say..

most probably you will eventually lose me forever..



take care and be good..



R Nur Nadya @ Raja Siti Maria

Monday, August 15, 2016

Feeling down yet nervous

Dear DD, 

Somehow or rather, i miss u alot.. been thinking about u alot these days.. i wonder why myself.. couldnt get an answer to why i miss u.. 

Tried calling u every now and den but it got engaged.. i did remembered you changed your number.. but i still decided to try my luck.. well, im out of luck when i tried to reach u.. ): 

Just wanna let u know, no matter wad u do, please take care of my little Boy, Danish.. i've got about 8 days left (today is 15th Aug).. 

Please dun worry about me.. just forget about what we went thru.. forget about me.. (please do so only after 24th Aug 2016)... 

Lots of hugs and kisses
XOXO
MY Nadya

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

cant get enuf of this



HAPPY 37TH BIRTHDAY
DADY DARWIS DANIEL

Happy Birthday

I would like to wish Dady Darwis Daniel a very Happy 37th Birthday... 

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki...

Be happy always.. 

XOXO 
Nur Nadya

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

akukah yang bersalah?

Di antara kita akukah yang bersalah
Hinggakan kau pergi tanpa kata-kata
Mungkinkah caraku melukakan hatimu
Maafkanlah daku oh sayangku

Di manakah janjimu itu
Yang kau ingin bersama
Ke manakah kasih sayangmu itu
Yang sedang dilemma rindu

Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti
Sampai bilakah aku harus menagis
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu
Sampai bilakah cinta kita begini

Ku mengharapkan kepulanganmu
Ke manakah arah cintamu itu
Yang telah kita bina bersama
Untuk kita berdua

Kembalilah wahai oh sayangku
Ku kirimkan doa dan restu
Kembalilah sayang pada janjimu
Dirimu tetap ku tunggu

Sunday, May 15, 2016

mind your own business!!

aku tak jaga hal tepi kain korang, jangan nak jaga hal tepi kain aku!!! jangan nak sebuk hal orang lain sedangkan hal ko tu banyak kekurangan!!!

Thursday, May 12, 2016

some thots

Kepala migraine...

Vietnam Trip CANCELLED!!!

Apa la nasib family aku... cannot go for a decent trip...

Well, I've changed my off day to accommodate to someone's request... Dunno where to go... maybe can go town area... see how la...

one more thing, I've SOLD the car... means no more driving for the time being... I go PUBLIC...

PEGEOT is super duper high maintenance... cannot afford it anymore.. next target maybe back to HONDA... see how la... Lots of memories with that car...

kinda miss Ms Red though...





Well, someone has left me for good again... it was the most upsetting decision ever... it hurts me a lot.. yes it did... it effects me badly... till today.. I've tried every means to forget what has happen... I just couldn't let it go... Redha with what has happen...

Nur Nadya

IF ONLY...

Im feeling so restless... tired... sick...

mum was admitted to CGH... Surgery is due the next couple of weeks..

kepala serabut sangat sangat... Deactivated my FB as I do not want any of my other relatives to know about this..

not been eating well... kinda weak right now.. stressed out...

if only... if only there is someone by my side right now...

I need a shoulder to cry on... im just so freaking stressed!!!

Monday, May 2, 2016

GoodBye...

Jauh mana mampu bertahan
Sampai bila harusku telan
Setiap kali bertentangan
Tiada ketenangan

Cemburumu merantai hati
Meleburkan semangat diri
Bila aku kenangkan kemanisan lalu
Semua itu ku ketepikan

Andaiku turut rasa hati
Telah jauh ku bawa diri
Tapi kemaafanku lahir dari hati... Mengatasi

Sejarah mungkin berulang
Walau engkauku maafkan
Oh kekasih
Tapi mungkin hanya sementara
Keinsafan di hatimu

Berpanas hujan berembun
Tak pernah ku hiraukan
Asal dapat memenuhi
Segala keinginan hati

Ku bina istana cinta
Dihiasi lukisan pilu
Indah nampak dari luar
Tapi penuh dengan kepalsuan


Bila ku tiada
Terbuktilah
Betapa aku mulia di sisimu

Saturday, April 30, 2016

Sudah ku tahu aku bukan pilihanmu

Seringkali aku menduga
seringkali ini terjadi
segala rahsia sudah ku tahu
rupanya aku tak dicintai

Untuk apa kau buat ku begini
segala apa yang telah ku lakukan
Airmataku mengalir dipipi
segala yang ku korbankan tuk dirimu

Mengapa masih lagiku
bediriku menunggu cintamu
mengapa masih adamu
menyakiti di siang malamku
aku terima cintaku dipersiakan wooo !!!

Sayang !! 
aku kau lupa
aku kau luka
tanpa kau sedar

Sayang !!
selamat tinggal
akukan pergi
buat selamanya
Aku pasti kau bahagia tanpaku SELAMANYA ...

Friday, April 29, 2016

😠😠😠

Apa salah i dengan u? Sampai senyapkan diri begini? Kalau i salah cakap terus terang... kalau da tak suka/sayang/cinta, let me know jadi i tak tunggu mcm orang bodoh!!!!