This time round u really shattered all my dreams.. and u hurt me once again.. thanks for all the false hope u given me.. seriously im breaking down.. thanks once again!!

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Kalau ko rasa ko tak sayang aku, tk usah suruh aku jadi gf ko!

Ko diam macam nie buat aku tawar hati... 

😢

Kalau awak rasa awak tak perlukan saya awak cakap terus terang boleh tak? Diamkan diri tak selesaikan masalah...

Ho Chi Minh Dist 1 2016

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah we've landed and checked in to our hotel.. now kt kedai makan doing the mapping...

next appointment

track me..

hmmmm

i have the answer in my head..

i will give the answer soon.. just need the right time..



XOXO

Nur Nadya

CLUB...

Club... 

What is club? 
My answer: SAFRA YISHUN COUNTRY CLUB..
Other's answer: Club.. Club la.. where we party.. 

I used to be wild.. visited the club a few times.. but now, i visited the club everyday... coz im working at a Club.. Country Club.. 

There are still some friends or should i say classmates, still invites me to party at clubs.. but i rejected them cause im not into LOUD MUSICS & the smell of Alcohol.. those were the times.. 

Anyway, those who are going party tonight, do have fun.. im not against anyone who likes partying.. but just be safe and think of your love ones.. 

XOXO

NUR...

sungguh aku rindu

Tak mungkin ku temui Cinta seperti kamu
Datang dari hati kecilmu hanya untuk diriku
Dan kini kumengerti setelah engkau pergi
Baru aku sadari kamu berarti dalam hidupku

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu
Tak bisa aku tanpamu ada disisiku
Sungguh ku tahu bahwa aku sangat mencintaimu

Dan kini kumengerti setelah engkau pergi
Baru aku sadari kamu berarti dalam hidupku

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu
Tak bisa aku tanpamu ada disisiku
Sungguh ku tahu bahwa aku sangat mencintaimu

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu
Tak bisa aku tanpamu ada disisiku
Sungguh ku tahu bahwa aku sangat mencintaimu

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu

...

It was totally screwed up.. 

Malas la nak bertengkar hari2.. cakap pun tak guna.. aku ibarat mcm anak patung jer... nak lepaskan geram kan slalu kat aku.. bukan sekadar 4 tahun.. tapi 9 tahun.. 

Jangan cakap aku tak payung.. 

Counting to 9 days before i fly.. 

hmmm

Seriously i dun know i feel so down lately.. hari2 rasa nak nangis.. haizzz nasib aku... tunggu jer la apa yang tertulis.. 

jgn cakap tak payung ehk!!!

Today is the day... Mamat & Eicha.. 10012016... 

tak pakai otak ke?

Lusa ko nak nikah.. hari nie ko gaduh depan bapak ko, aku ngan anak ko.. ko pukul bantai bakal isteri ko.. apa yang ko fikir nie????

apa la nasib aku...

I was wondering why the sudden change in you.. the reason i said i was ur fren is because i am ur fren.. we broke off the moment u aqad nikah with ur wife.. since then, we were just texting each other casually.. u tak pernah anggap i nie gf u pon.. we went our seperate ways... yes i admit i could not forget our love story.. 4 years into relationship but we hv not met each other.. i cherished every minute of our relationship.. 

I remembered u always says that we can be only frens.. but when i said we were frens u got hurt.. did u feel the hurt i felt before? 

Yes! Pedih perit sakit.. there are reasons for me not to carry out my wedding plans.. and 1 of it is you!! Yes you!!! 

1) you anggap i apa?
- i anggap u fren bcz u are a married man, and you have not ask me to be ur gf.. as of now, my status is single.

2) you sayang/cinta i? 
- yes, absolutely.. only god knows why dlm banyak2 org im still in contact with u.. sometimes i text a machine.. u only reply few months later.. itu pun i sanggup tunggu.. what more u have not even meet me.. 

You fikir la sendiri.. please dun put all the blame on me.. u selesaikan masalah rumah tangga u dulu.. i tak nak di lable as perampas suami orang!!!!

NUR NADYA

1st January 2016, Friday

Happy New Year...

Its been a hard 2015.. hopefully 2016 will be nice with me...

Well, i started with a not in relationship status for a start. although its hard at first, i will have to adapt it well.. just being me myself and i..

#AkuAdalahAkuEngkauAdalahEngkau

so far today has been a positive day for me although some people try to ruin it but i managed to clear my mind and think positive..

kinda sad though.. cause i am still able to see him at work for as long as both of us are working under 1 roof... nevertheless, i stay cool and be positive.. there is always someone for me from the Great Allah... He has always the best plans for me..

Alhamdulillah... Syukur... i didnt go for what i planned earlier.. lucky me that the plan was unsuccessful.. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

im still at work though..

will update again..

see u at the next post...

xoxo

R Nur Nadya