Let the picture tell the story

LIKE I SAID... IT WAS TOO LATE...

 

 

 

Thank you for all the false hope u gave me throughout the 9 years of knowing you..

 

Thank you so much...!

 

 

Regards

 

R Nur Nadya @ Raja Siti Maria - Mrs Haniff

is it too late?

Maybe its little too late.. maybe its really too late.. not even a single news since u last text.. well, I cant possibly blame you.. u changed your number.. what else can I say..

most probably you will eventually lose me forever..



take care and be good..



R Nur Nadya @ Raja Siti Maria

Feeling down yet nervous

Dear DD, 

Somehow or rather, i miss u alot.. been thinking about u alot these days.. i wonder why myself.. couldnt get an answer to why i miss u.. 

Tried calling u every now and den but it got engaged.. i did remembered you changed your number.. but i still decided to try my luck.. well, im out of luck when i tried to reach u.. ): 

Just wanna let u know, no matter wad u do, please take care of my little Boy, Danish.. i've got about 8 days left (today is 15th Aug).. 

Please dun worry about me.. just forget about what we went thru.. forget about me.. (please do so only after 24th Aug 2016)... 

Lots of hugs and kisses
XOXO
MY Nadya

cant get enuf of this

HAPPY 37TH BIRTHDAY

DADY DARWIS DANIEL

Happy Birthday

I would like to wish Dady Darwis Daniel a very Happy 37th Birthday... 

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki...

Be happy always.. 

XOXO 
Nur Nadya

akukah yang bersalah?

Di antara kita akukah yang bersalah
Hinggakan kau pergi tanpa kata-kata
Mungkinkah caraku melukakan hatimu
Maafkanlah daku oh sayangku

Di manakah janjimu itu
Yang kau ingin bersama
Ke manakah kasih sayangmu itu
Yang sedang dilemma rindu

Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti
Sampai bilakah aku harus menagis
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu
Sampai bilakah cinta kita begini

Ku mengharapkan kepulanganmu
Ke manakah arah cintamu itu
Yang telah kita bina bersama
Untuk kita berdua

Kembalilah wahai oh sayangku
Ku kirimkan doa dan restu
Kembalilah sayang pada janjimu
Dirimu tetap ku tunggu

mind your own business!!

aku tak jaga hal tepi kain korang, jangan nak jaga hal tepi kain aku!!! jangan nak sebuk hal orang lain sedangkan hal ko tu banyak kekurangan!!!

some thots

Kepala migraine...

Vietnam Trip CANCELLED!!!

Apa la nasib family aku... cannot go for a decent trip...

Well, I've changed my off day to accommodate to someone's request... Dunno where to go... maybe can go town area... see how la...

one more thing, I've SOLD the car... means no more driving for the time being... I go PUBLIC...

PEGEOT is super duper high maintenance... cannot afford it anymore.. next target maybe back to HONDA... see how la... Lots of memories with that car...

kinda miss Ms Red though...





Well, someone has left me for good again... it was the most upsetting decision ever... it hurts me a lot.. yes it did... it effects me badly... till today.. I've tried every means to forget what has happen... I just couldn't let it go... Redha with what has happen...

Nur Nadya

IF ONLY...

Im feeling so restless... tired... sick...

mum was admitted to CGH... Surgery is due the next couple of weeks..

kepala serabut sangat sangat... Deactivated my FB as I do not want any of my other relatives to know about this..

not been eating well... kinda weak right now.. stressed out...

if only... if only there is someone by my side right now...

I need a shoulder to cry on... im just so freaking stressed!!!

GoodBye...

Jauh mana mampu bertahan
Sampai bila harusku telan
Setiap kali bertentangan
Tiada ketenangan

Cemburumu merantai hati
Meleburkan semangat diri
Bila aku kenangkan kemanisan lalu
Semua itu ku ketepikan

Andaiku turut rasa hati
Telah jauh ku bawa diri
Tapi kemaafanku lahir dari hati... Mengatasi

Sejarah mungkin berulang
Walau engkauku maafkan
Oh kekasih
Tapi mungkin hanya sementara
Keinsafan di hatimu

Berpanas hujan berembun
Tak pernah ku hiraukan
Asal dapat memenuhi
Segala keinginan hati

Ku bina istana cinta
Dihiasi lukisan pilu
Indah nampak dari luar
Tapi penuh dengan kepalsuan

Bila ku tiada
Terbuktilah
Betapa aku mulia di sisimu

Sudah ku tahu aku bukan pilihanmu

Seringkali aku menduga
seringkali ini terjadi
segala rahsia sudah ku tahu
rupanya aku tak dicintai

Untuk apa kau buat ku begini
segala apa yang telah ku lakukan
Airmataku mengalir dipipi
segala yang ku korbankan tuk dirimu

Mengapa masih lagiku
bediriku menunggu cintamu
mengapa masih adamu
menyakiti di siang malamku
aku terima cintaku dipersiakan wooo !!!

Sayang !! 
aku kau lupa
aku kau luka
tanpa kau sedar

Sayang !!
selamat tinggal
akukan pergi
buat selamanya
Aku pasti kau bahagia tanpaku SELAMANYA ...

😠😠😠

Apa salah i dengan u? Sampai senyapkan diri begini? Kalau i salah cakap terus terang... kalau da tak suka/sayang/cinta, let me know jadi i tak tunggu mcm orang bodoh!!!!

Haizzz

Guess u forget all about it....

Your GF..... Nurin Qaisara

MDD

Why r u just keeping quiet?? Where have u been?

😢😢😢

WHERE ARE YOU EHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST???

stressed up

Im on MC today.. BP was so high that i almost was send to A&E... feel my life is useless.. ine by one left me.. im trying to be strong.. but i just cant.. im so weak right now.. how i wish i could juz d......

my strength my brothers

I was extremely down for since dat day.. was in the hospital.. didnt have any strength at all.. my brothers are the one who helped me gain back my strength.. tQ so much to my brothers...

This time round u really shattered all my dreams.. and u hurt me once again.. thanks for all the false hope u given me.. seriously im breaking down.. thanks once again!!

.............

Kalau ko rasa ko tak sayang aku, tk usah suruh aku jadi gf ko!

Ko diam macam nie buat aku tawar hati... 

😢

Kalau awak rasa awak tak perlukan saya awak cakap terus terang boleh tak? Diamkan diri tak selesaikan masalah...

Ho Chi Minh Dist 1 2016

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah we've landed and checked in to our hotel.. now kt kedai makan doing the mapping...

next appointment

track me..

hmmmm

i have the answer in my head..

i will give the answer soon.. just need the right time..



XOXO

Nur Nadya

CLUB...

Club... 

What is club? 
My answer: SAFRA YISHUN COUNTRY CLUB..
Other's answer: Club.. Club la.. where we party.. 

I used to be wild.. visited the club a few times.. but now, i visited the club everyday... coz im working at a Club.. Country Club.. 

There are still some friends or should i say classmates, still invites me to party at clubs.. but i rejected them cause im not into LOUD MUSICS & the smell of Alcohol.. those were the times.. 

Anyway, those who are going party tonight, do have fun.. im not against anyone who likes partying.. but just be safe and think of your love ones.. 

XOXO

NUR...

sungguh aku rindu

Tak mungkin ku temui Cinta seperti kamu
Datang dari hati kecilmu hanya untuk diriku
Dan kini kumengerti setelah engkau pergi
Baru aku sadari kamu berarti dalam hidupku

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu
Tak bisa aku tanpamu ada disisiku
Sungguh ku tahu bahwa aku sangat mencintaimu

Dan kini kumengerti setelah engkau pergi
Baru aku sadari kamu berarti dalam hidupku

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu
Tak bisa aku tanpamu ada disisiku
Sungguh ku tahu bahwa aku sangat mencintaimu

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu
Tak bisa aku tanpamu ada disisiku
Sungguh ku tahu bahwa aku sangat mencintaimu

Aku ingin kau kembali memeluk diriku
Kan kukatakan kepadamu sunggguh aku rindu

...

It was totally screwed up.. 

Malas la nak bertengkar hari2.. cakap pun tak guna.. aku ibarat mcm anak patung jer... nak lepaskan geram kan slalu kat aku.. bukan sekadar 4 tahun.. tapi 9 tahun.. 

Jangan cakap aku tak payung.. 

Counting to 9 days before i fly.. 

hmmm

Seriously i dun know i feel so down lately.. hari2 rasa nak nangis.. haizzz nasib aku... tunggu jer la apa yang tertulis.. 

jgn cakap tak payung ehk!!!

Today is the day... Mamat & Eicha.. 10012016... 

tak pakai otak ke?

Lusa ko nak nikah.. hari nie ko gaduh depan bapak ko, aku ngan anak ko.. ko pukul bantai bakal isteri ko.. apa yang ko fikir nie????

apa la nasib aku...

I was wondering why the sudden change in you.. the reason i said i was ur fren is because i am ur fren.. we broke off the moment u aqad nikah with ur wife.. since then, we were just texting each other casually.. u tak pernah anggap i nie gf u pon.. we went our seperate ways... yes i admit i could not forget our love story.. 4 years into relationship but we hv not met each other.. i cherished every minute of our relationship.. 

I remembered u always says that we can be only frens.. but when i said we were frens u got hurt.. did u feel the hurt i felt before? 

Yes! Pedih perit sakit.. there are reasons for me not to carry out my wedding plans.. and 1 of it is you!! Yes you!!! 

1) you anggap i apa?
- i anggap u fren bcz u are a married man, and you have not ask me to be ur gf.. as of now, my status is single.

2) you sayang/cinta i? 
- yes, absolutely.. only god knows why dlm banyak2 org im still in contact with u.. sometimes i text a machine.. u only reply few months later.. itu pun i sanggup tunggu.. what more u have not even meet me.. 

You fikir la sendiri.. please dun put all the blame on me.. u selesaikan masalah rumah tangga u dulu.. i tak nak di lable as perampas suami orang!!!!

NUR NADYA

1st January 2016, Friday

Happy New Year...

Its been a hard 2015.. hopefully 2016 will be nice with me...

Well, i started with a not in relationship status for a start. although its hard at first, i will have to adapt it well.. just being me myself and i..

#AkuAdalahAkuEngkauAdalahEngkau

so far today has been a positive day for me although some people try to ruin it but i managed to clear my mind and think positive..

kinda sad though.. cause i am still able to see him at work for as long as both of us are working under 1 roof... nevertheless, i stay cool and be positive.. there is always someone for me from the Great Allah... He has always the best plans for me..

Alhamdulillah... Syukur... i didnt go for what i planned earlier.. lucky me that the plan was unsuccessful.. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

im still at work though..

will update again..

see u at the next post...

xoxo

R Nur Nadya