(; Dining with ♡♥

Tonight was the most memorable dinner we had... He brought me to Windows On The Park.. Fisrt time here.. Its a cosy place but today, since it was a PH, this place is a bit crowded.. Nevertheless, I enjoy the food.. And He enjoy the Pengat Durian.. Well, Durian is his Favourite.. Not Mine!! 

The Manager was friendly and gave us Member Privileged Card.. Although im a first timer here, I got it too!!!

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Im confused...  sometimes he ask me to tag along.. sometimes he ask me to give him space.. so which is which???  Memang aku kuat cemburu.. but wad did he do?? He talks abt his LATE WIFE   I have no say.. its his pass.. I cant be telling him to stop talking.. im taking care of his feelings... tapi pernah tak dia amik tau pasal hati aku??? Ada dia tanya apa masalah aku?? Ade dia tanya ape perasaan aku?? 4 tahun aku bercinta tampa bertemu.. nie baru 2 bulan aku bercinta... its totally a different feeling... aku tak pernah ceritakan masa lampau aku pasal aku tau dia tak akan dengar.. tapi kenapa harus aku dengar cerita lampau dia??? Semua kita buat ada kaitan dengan LATE WIFE... Aku kadang2 stress mendengar.. aku tak mampu melawan takdir... kalau betul dia pasangan untuk aku, biarlah perhubungan ini jadi yang HALAL!!! 

Darwis, where are you?? I need a shoulder to cry on... 

pictures

Pictures of the recent activities.. accident and short trip and current photo of me..

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Sememangnya ade orang tu masih membaca blog nie.. tapi dia tak pun nak msg kita.. aduh!! Ape la nasib kita.. 

Anyway, tadi ptg the BMW side mirror was hit by a motorist!! Habis pecah!!  We called the BMW agent and it cost us almost $1500.. and the car will be ready within a month.. GOSH!!! 

We end up calling Leong, out mechanic... it cost us RM450.. will be ready in a day.. better den nothing.. coz I need to use the car on Saturday... haiz.. nasib aku la..  hopefully it works like the original!!! 

Sakit hati seh bila oecah tadi... aduh... 

Luckily I wasnt the one who drove this afternoon.. huhu.. selamat la aku... 

Yesterday Raya was fun... wen to Future MIL and BIL house.. and went up to Tangkak for raya... drove there while Mr BF sleeps. According to him, he is tired of driving already.. LOL.. he dun let me drive in JB but can drive to Muar and Melaka.. mcm merepek kan.. dekat2 tk boleh drive.. but jauh jauh can drive... sigh... 

Wadever it is, i thank him alot.. with him around, he taught me alot about life and business.. 

INSYAALLAH  I PRAY THAT OUR BUSINESS WILL RUN SMOOTHLY... AMIN.. 

To Abg Darwis Daniel, do text me ehk!! Jgn diamkan diri lagi...

XOXO 
DYA

I need u!!

Why must I go thru all this? Aku sorang yang keja.. responsibility semua aku tanggung.. Gaji aku tak seberapa! Sometimes I dun even have enuf for myself.. Aku berkawan dgn Abg bukan kerna dia kaya or banyak duit.. kenapa tkde org nak paham aku?? Aku tknk bebankan dia.. aku tknk mintak dia duit.. I know where I stand in him.. memang dia baik sgt.. aku tak nak dia fikir aku berkawan ngan dia kerana duit.. famiky aku tak pernah nak paham situasi aku.. aku penat keja.. duit tak pernah dpt simpan.. cuba la fikir.. aku bukannya berduit!!! Jangan sampai aku lari dari rmh nie lagi!!! Tkde org nak paham masalah aku.. aku senyum, ketawa.. nie semua kerana tknk bebankan org lain.. I dun who else to turn to... nobody understand me.  I just need someone to talk to... Darwis.. where are u? I need the most.. I juz need someone to talk to.. !!! Where are u??? I really cant go on like this..  Darwis!! I really need u now!! PLEASE!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah.. Knowing Him for just 1 month.. Insyaallah will be moving on to the next step soon...

Eventhough its not easy for both of us to forget the past, we will try to move on. 

No matter what, this Blog will be updated.. This Blog is meant for Me, Darwis Daniel and Danish Ramadhan... Nothing can make me forget BOTH of you...

CONFUSE

Its either 47 or 29....

BMW or Public transport?

Well taken care Future or Worst nightmare Future?

If i were to take the one with BMW, people will think that im just after his WEALTH!!

If i were to take the one with Public Transport, people will think that i am so stupid to take someone who always have hot tamper.

im really confuse!!!!

6th Aug 2013

2 more nights to Syawal... Yet, Im still sick... I looked bloated and pale... NDP 2013 is 3 days from now... How am i to perform when im still sick? Doctor confirm that im asthmatic... SIGH!!! This year is the worst year!!! Im sick most of the time!! It really effects my work... I dun like to be labled as MC Queen... But what else can i do? I really felt left out recently... Some people really take me as granted... Outing nowadays without my presence... they are more happy than they are with me... AM I THAT BORED??? Used to have outing to JB together.. Now, all gone!!!! SIGHHHHH!!!!

3rd Aug

NDP 13 Preview...

Today gonna be last training.. 6 days till Actual Day... Hope i recover fast.. 

And guess wad...

All can watch me live from NDP13 on TV!!!!

Spot me... Doing 2 segments...

Catch up soon... (;

;(

Missing you n kementot badly... You didnt even text me already... How sad i am waiting every single day for your text message.. Im emotionally stressed.. Till having fever now n then... My highest temp was 40 deg... I really miss u... If you read this, please text me... ;(

The unexpected

Dunno y it swells up like this...

BAD DAY!

HUJAN LEBAT LEBAT!!!! BUDAK BISING BISING!!!
KEPALA SUDAH SAKIT!!! NANTI AKU NAIK ANGIN!!!

I HATE SCHOOL CAMPS!!!! MEMEKAK SAJE!!!

Haizzzz

Ade orang lupe link nie sehz!!! Ape la nasib!!!!

Sick

Good Morning Ms Blog...

Been quite a while since i last blog...

Well, there are so many things revolves around me... Life now could have been better...

Recently, news on a collegue of mine who had passed on due to motorbike accident... it was so sad cause i was talking to her just 2 days before she left us... 

Moving on, back to work after 4 days of continuous off days... But apparently, im not feeling very well... i think i've got tonsils again... its so painful until i cannot even swallow my saliva... URRRGHHH!! 

ok... I think i should stop here cause there are alot of members at the club today... cheers!! 

XOXO
dya