THE MISSING DAYS

hey there.. basically i was abit busy to write.. so ya.. on sunday, i went to my cousin's wedding in tech whye... met my aunts and uncles.. not much fun but its great.. knowing most of my relatives who i have never see before.. hmm ya..

den on monday, went to Johore's Istana!! take a few picas and had great time..

tuesday there was a breakdown in communication.. about Mr Ben class.. didn't manage to go his class because i have made an appointment with a friend of mine to take some photos.. so after skul went to Taman Warisan.. got to watch a few tarian from Malacca..

on wednesday, it was the so called "last day" of skul.. so ya.. my classmates took picas!! i was not feeling reather well.. did some reading to control my migraine.. tried to went home early to settle some things but ended reaching home nearly 8.. luckily, harish and i cancelled our meeting.. he got something on... ya.. den my migraine got worst!! my eyes felt like popping out!!! i went to my uncle's house in yishun! cause i cannot take it as it is really damn super freaking painful!

reached my uncle house, he quickly start pressing my head cause i was in great pain.. and my face really pale!! so ya.. he did wad he can.. i just got no strength to even sit up!

today reached home nearly 8am.. straight to my room and i slept till harish called.. and so ya.. im here blogging...

next up.. most of the picas in my camera and mobile..

THANK YOU FOR UR LOVE!

To lay a kiss on your lips,

so gentle and delicate

is like picking the drops of dew

off the petals of a rose.

I hold you close and feel safe,

sheltered in from the rain,

from the storms that grow and surround me.

I take your hand and look into your eyes

and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure.

You see you are an angel, an angel to me.

I could not help but fall madly in love with you,

the one who stole my heart.

I’m glad you did

because I could never find one such as you...

Some one who makes each day the best,

each laugh the longest,

each tear the saddest,

and a life, my life, worthwhile.

My eyes beheld a sky one night,

It seems so long ago,

A perfectly painted portrait,

Be-speckled with blue and gold.

As I sit and ponder more,

And it was truly your simple beauty,

That gave the stars their perfect glare.

I’ve never known a love like yours

Nor thought it could be true,

But every time I kiss your lips

I feel what love can do

With hair like silk

And lips so tender,

Each moment with you

Makes my heart surrender

I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe

Without you by my side,

Never will I let you go,

My love will never hide

And in my heart you’ll always be

From now until forever,

No matter what, no matter where

We’ll always be together

When all the songs are over

and all the words been said

The sun grows dim across the sky

and the world prepares for bed

I oft can take a moment now

to view the sky above

and whisper God a simple prayer

to thank him for your love

A LOVE LIKE NO OTHER

You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you. I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humour and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you...

U MA MAN!!

You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart. When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always,I Will Love You." My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender. Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the boys I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best. I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real,and exists in me. All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes. Day by day Night by night Kiss by kiss Touch by touch Step by step I fall in love A love so incomprehensible So vivid So unique So wild, that not even the reign of God could control A passion so deep A need so necessary A want so strong The universe would not handle I love you today I’ll love you tomorrow I’ll love you forever

NAMAMU KINI JADI SEBUTAN...

ingin ku curahkan rahsia hatiku
buat insan yang ku rindui selalu
luangkan masamu oh sayang untuk ku
dengarlah kasih rayuanku

bukan ku meminta simpati darimu
duhai dewi ku hanya pengertianmu
yang ku harapkan dari semenjak dulu
semoga kan terbuka lagi pintu hatimu

mengapa engkau meninggalkan diriku
ketika aku memerlukan cintamu
tiada pernawar rinduku ini
yang melanda di kalbu

kau warnakan duniaku dengan pelangi ungu
kau lakarkan hidup sepiku
dengan benang sutera cintamu
hingga aku terus terlena terasyiknya

dalam khayalan mimpi
yang belum aku pasti
kini ku harap kau kembali
menerangi duniaku yang sepi hatiku sunyi

namamu kini menjadi sebutanku
sampai bilakah harusku pendam rasa
yang dilanda rindu pelangi cintamu
yang kini bersemadi jauh di lubuk hati

LOVE IS IN THE AIR...

9 days since i know harish.. i enjoyed being with him.. we laugh at jokes.. smile at each other.. most importantly, we love each other..

as day goes by, i develope more interest to get to know him.. well of course (his favourite quote), there is alot more things that we should know about each other.. obviously it will take time to do that..

A special world for you and me

A special bond one cannot see

It wraps us up in its cocoon

And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold

Like silken thread it holds us fast

Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break

A new one forms in its wake

To bind us closer and keep us strong

In a special world, where we belong

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright and brown.

I love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,

Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,

And glad that you are mine.

Your lips speak soft sweetness

Your touch a cool caress

I am lost in your magic

My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning

And dream of you each night

I think of your arms being around me

And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen

But I am quickly on my way

You hold a heart in your hands

That has never before been given away

I wrote your name in the sky,

but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,

but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,

and forever it will stay.

Love is the greatest feeling,

Love is like a play,

Love is what I feel for you,

Each and every day,

Love is like a smile,

Love is like a song,

Love is a great emotion,

That keeps us going strong,

I love you with my heart,

My body and my soul,

I love the way I keep loving,

Like a love I can't control,

So remember when your eyes meet mine,

I love you with all my heart,

And I have poured my entire soul into you,

Right from the very start.

9 NOVEMBER 08

i went to my aunt house at Toh Guan... met my aunt who came all the way from Malacca to see her grandniece... for me its my niece!! not much picas taken coz not much time..

so ya.. let the picas do the talking!!!

7 NOVEMBER 08

i was in college east... which is ITE Simei.. i was selected to represent college central for the dialog session with the Minister Dr Ng...

let the picture do the talking...

1st November 2008

1st November has always remind me of my late sister.. i miss her though.. did some prayers for her.. no matter wad she always on my mind and heart..

aside from that... i met Harish.. currently my bf.. my 1 and only bf.. intro bout him...

- so call same age
- still studying - ite simei - higher niter in
electrical engineeing - final year..
- working part-time
- rides RXZ
- drives car - currently no car of his own..
- gentleman
- fav question: "asal ehk?"
- MOST IMPORTANTLY:
- STAY SENGKANG
- LOVES ME!!

thats all i can intro about him.. actually while writing about him i felt that i miss him already.. haha..

this morning i was at Sengkang Polyclinic.. was having bad migraine, cold... was waiting like 2 hours!! its super damn overcrowded!! sms hubby.. but he woke up at around 11.. by then he meet me at around 12.. he came juz nice before i see Dr Vincent Chia... got my mc and prescriptions, we went down to make payment.. every counter i went they kept asking me if im allergic to anything.. i think i answered about more den 5 times that IM ALLERGIC TO VOLTAREN!!! should keep a parrot with me uh!! easy...

after dat, went to CPP.. bought hot soya milk for breakfast.. den went to popular to get something but we cannot find.. end up roaming at cold storage.. den i was abit drowsy.. so hubby send me home till my doorstep...

he den went home to get ready for work... me too!! i mean.. i went to work too!! after work, he ride to my void deck to meet me.. so he waited for me to reach.. which is like about half hour of waiting.. (sorry hubby to keep u waiting..) but he is not angry cause he knows i finish work late... we sit at void deck and chat about work... he send me up to my doorstep at around 1plus (i guess).. den he start his bike and ride home.. luckily his house nearby... around sengkang...

den now here i am blogging.. time check: 0330 hours... next up... picas of us...

gd nite.. off to bed!! later got class!!!

imy hubby!! nitezz...

in the next post den...

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