PUGGOL PARK

on monday nite, i went back straight home!! things went wrong somewhere and i have to leave the house immediately... so nowhere to go, i stayed at punggol park the whole night... did not get sleep at all.. was irritated with the ants there but was initially ok after awhile.. so ya.. waited for 6am, den went over to my parents house.. once i step into the house, i went straight to the sofa... its as if the sofa was calling me... so ya.. i dozed off till about nearly noon... so obviously, i did not managed to go to skul coz i had puffy eyes due to tears..

den at noon, i went to tampines to collect the certificates for my cadets... although kinda sleepy, i still go.. i waited for the bus for nearly an hour... 27... three bus came but all was full so the driver didnt even open the front door.. den juz left... i got tired of waiting, i decided to take 88 to pasir ris den i took the train to tampines..

after the collection of certs, i went straight to yishun.. to my aunts house.. to wish him farewell... unfortunately, i cannot send him to airport coz, his plane was delayed to 9pm.. i had to go to work den...

at work, 1 incident happened!! its about someone who takes things which is not his.. so ya.. kinda busy... since its a skul holidays...

i got to go...

so ya... see u in the next post den...

da...

FELT BETTER!!!

heys... felt better after the phase test... kinda worried if i fail though... so ya... credits to my classmates... ermmm ya... tot of going for shooting course but got no time... even before my skul holidays im stuck with workloads which i cannot avoid...

tomorrow, my uncle going back to Holland!!! gonna send him to airport... den, wednesday, im not coming to skul cause im having fire fighting course at Bukit Batok Fire Station / 4th Divisional HQ... so ya... now still finding how to get there...

ermmm planning for the camp was abit slow... my cadets have not even send me their proposal for the camp... so i cannot organize it smoothly... from wad i know now is that 1st day the recruits and cadets will be going for SANA course... and the 2nd day im not gonna be around because im having my examinations... so ya... this camp commandant will be "Mrs T" so i need to assist her.. as for the other teacher, they will come to supervise during their free time...

as for my bro, i hope u will be happy for the decision made by u... and most importantly u are happy of wad u are doing...!! not happy come and see me... haha... like real only...

ok i think its enuf for today... not sure of wad to write...

so ya...

see you in the next post den....

da.....

ANGER KILLS!!!!

im super ANGRY!!! study till sian nothing goes in my head... 1st was angry with my lil bro... he dig out my stuff without my permission.. den my mom can say its not his fault!!! argh!! dun want to argue, i juz keep quiet and watch tv... 2nd wen Mikail called me, everybody seems to be evesdropping... cannot event have my privacy... wen Mikail called the 2nd time, i was in the room.. my mom and bro was also in the room...

wen i was about to study, my mom ask me to upload songs to my bro mp3... den my aunt ask me to take care of my lil cousin.. den wen all of them went out of the house, i tot i have the time to study.. in the end, my grandmother ask me to shut the laptop!! ARGH!!!!! nobody cares dat i have exams coming up... everybody keep on nagging at me for nothing wen i was in the room studying...

TEST WEEK!!

ARGH!!!! my test week are coming... strez abit... now having migraine!! lots of things to remember... the codings and stuffs..

besides dat, there is something still bothering me.. "D" still making me angry and sad!! but because of my test and exams coming, i put dat all 1 corner.. i dun want to get disturb by all this..

my Bro, i understand how u feel... kuatkan semangat!! dun ever give up... there are many other choices u can choose from.. do take care.. hope u are feeling better now..

ok.. today got loads of things to do.. so i guess i have to stop here..

see u in the next post den..

da...

THANX DINDA SRI AFI

to my bro, Sri Afi, thanx fer ur help... appreciate it loads... it doesnt matter if its ok or not... "JODOH DI TANGAN TUHAN" watever it is, i leave it to god to have the last say.. thanx bro for the little comment on me on ur blog..

im not into writing today, so i have to cut it short..

in the next post den..

da..

ARGH!!!!!

"D", i hope u understand how and wad i feel about u now!!! juz dun get my bro involved in this!!

after the disturbance by HIM, i managed to cool down and get my work done!! i damn tired of hearing stupid stories which are not even true!! to "D", if u want to end it here juz let me know.. dun make up stories...

in the next post... damn tired and angry

da...

Recreation Day

yesterday was quite a tiring day... we went to east coast to have our recreation day... end up having a birthday bash there... the birthday girl was SARAS... we were dead happy... she fed all of us.. i was the last to go... and she touch my forehead with the cake as i covered most of my face with a tissue... so the forehead was the open air.. so all we did was to cover her whole face with the cake... den we board the bus back to Northview... the driver was really siao!!! he showed toungue at me.. but i juz looked at something else and pretend it never happen!! so ya!! the cadets and recruits were happy.. and obviously they are very tired....


so... in the next post den...

da...

DIPUKUL RINDU...

Dahaga rindu ini berlegar liar,

Amati kenangan kita yang pudar,

Rayang rasanya dipukul bayangmu,

Wasitku hanyalah waktu,

Inginku kau kembali,

Sanggerah aku disini menanti...

LOST LOVE!!!

Oh! How I wish for the sun, sea,
and the raven hair beauty that once used to be.
We danced and sang and loved on the sandy beaches,
near the open sea.

We captured time in a bottle
and threw it into the deep blue water.
We slowly sipped our glass of wine,
and laughed at the silly things we did
each time we used to dine.

But our love was not to be.
For you see…

On a cold rainy night in Barcelona,
my darling fell ill and suffered from
a devastating chill.

A gossamer winged Angel
came in the dark of night,
and took my raven hair
beauty on a heavenly flight.

I can still see her smiling face,
surrounded by white Spanish
lace and feel her loving grace.

The lonely months have turned to years,
but that hasn’t stopped the flow of my
daily tears.

I wish I could find that bottle floating in the sea
and turn back time…
for her and me.

So that raven hair beauty in her
lovely white gown could hear
those cathedral bells chiming
that beautiful wedding sound.

MERATAH CINTA...

Kenapa mesti kau ratah cinta kita
kau siat-siat liat daging harapan
kau patah-patah tulang temulang janji
kau uli kau gulai kau jeruk kau pekasamkan
hingga kau bungkam sedawa kekeyangan.

Aku menanti resepi impimu nan baru
namun ia tidak terhidu & berbau
seakan juadah berkulat basi
kekurangan segala khasiat sakti.

Aku mengandaikan kau dapat cinta baru
mungkin tidak sama ungunya cintaku
mungkin telah tewas aku mengawas
singgahsana permai kian tercemar.

Tiada lagi dapat kupesan barang sepiring jua
juadah jiwawi atau seteguk air ehsani
untuk menghiasi gubahan hati murni
terbiar meresap di nubari badani.

Hidangan kehidupan bagaikan kian loya
untuk dinikmati di majlis duniawimu
segalanya bagaikan menu lama
kian terbiar bersawang & merewang
bersepahan terbuang impian melayang.

MABUK CINTA....

Cintaku telah membawa diriku berkelana
sehingga
tak bisa aku bezakan
duri dan mawar.

Cintaku telah menjadikan aku asing
dari tempat tinggalku sendiri.

Cinta telah menghilangkan perbezaan

antara Yang diCintai dengan Yang Menyintai

Tiada perbezaan antara Yang Asyik dan Masyu'nya.

Kelmarin

kemabukan cinta ini membawaku

ke pintu Cinta

namun , hari ini

tidak pula lagi ku temui pintu

mahupun rumah Cinta itu.......

Cinta telah menjadikan diriku asing

untuk selamanya.......

CUMA ADA KAMU!!

Tertoleh, terpandang, terlihat

pun jua satu kelibat

tak bisa meruntuhkan rasa lelahku

mengingatimu...

Terbuang, terlempar dan terlontar

pun jua satu kesakitan

tak bisa menindih

rasa keperitanku

mengenagmu..

Terdasar di hati ini

cuma ada kamu....

SORRY PEOPLE!!!

sorry people fer not updating my blog.... well i've been busy juggling skul, work, family and friends..

last friday (9 may) i went to ZOUK with my bro and frens.. we enjoy every moment we had dat particular day!! i make new frens like jannah and farhan.. they cute.. hahakz... well, we were there to support a fren of my bro.. Raikal... though he never manage to win, at least he is the top 10 finalist.. so after the event ended, we went to mcdonalds at Great World City.. we rested a while and had some drinks.. to be exact, its sprite, lime juice and etc... den.. after the rest, we headed back to our homes respectively.. my bro as a gentleman, he send me to the NEL before he head towards the MRT... yes.. i do and will always love my bro... thank u bro for being there fer me!!

last saturday (10 may) i went to JOHORE fer shopping... i didnot really shop but was accompanying a fren of mine.. they shop like crazy... one after another.. i went there to shop fer my fren bithday gift.. it was not easy to find but yet i found it.. when we reached the woodlands checkpoint, we waited fer the bus for almost an hour.. while waiting, i heard this commotion where a lady was angry with her mother and her mother was abit upset.. when i recalled this incident, i was really sad.. how i wish it did'nt happen at all... dat was it.. we decided to take another bus which abit of a different route.. so ya.. we reached home safely...



monday (12 may) was my frens birthday... it was quite a good celebration.. it was a double celebration.. for two person in particular.. it was rather the best i ever had in my skul days... den after skul, i went back to my aunt house to celebrate the arrival of my uncle from HOLLAND!! well, he seems normal.. ya.. this time, he will stay fer two weeks only... he is preparing fer his PR status in Holland.. he manage to buy us gift.. this time i got cakes and chocolates from him.. nice choice coz he did'nt know wad to buy fer me.. so.. ya.. dat night, my uncle drive me home in his new car.. so ya.. im really tired dat day till i cannot wake up fer the next day..

so on tuesday (13 may) i woke up late.. my back really hurts.. dunno know why... so i went to my aunts and ask my granny to massage it.. so ya.. after it, i felt better.. den i was damn sleepy.. but i have to take care of my cousin who is sick.. she was going like "kak.. nak oh oh!!" she really was so into the ketahuan song and she was like follow everywhere i go and begging me for the song.. so i switch on the laptop and played her the song.. she dance and sing with the song.. after awhile, she was bored, she decided to throw tantrum to me and her other siblings.. den i reached fer her RIBENA and make her sleep!! less den 5mins later, she was already in dreamland.. so i put her at her moms bed and went out to get ready fer work..


when i was at work, there is this St. Pats boy who kept on disturbing me and ask me so many question.. i decided to make a irritating look where he stopped coming to my desk.. so werk was ok... not dat busy.. so at the last detail, the SPS boy returned his weapon and ask if i werk on friday.. i answered im not too sure.. he smiled and leave.. FYI, he is only a Sec 3 Chinese boy with looks...

so ya.. i have updated the blog.. and again, im sorry fer not updating earlier...

so in the next post den..

da...

TODAY...

today, nothing much to write lor!! open my email got so many mails... den upload this blog for FIFAH!! hehe.. den should be going home already lor... damn tired.. kinda sleepy.. tomorrow confirm got monday blues...

at work nothing much!! ermm make more new friends.. ya... do some paper work... ya.. this FAHMI funny xia!! was playing this game on the net den he suddenly sleep... 10 mins later, he woke up and ask wad happen ar? where my spring chix?? me and eddie said: "u finished ur chix already.. u played ur game den u sleep!! now u wake up can ask for ur chix ar??" we all laughed so loud!! he damn cute la sey... 1 day i take his picture and uplaod to here k...

okay la.. got to go...

see u in the next post!!

da...

3rd May...

here comes the 3rd May...

saturday...

was working from 10am to 6pm.. so got nothing much to write actually..

at work, there is this customer where he gave compliments about me to my senior.. got to shake his hands.. actually he was one of the so called the rude or 'kancong' man... my senior got surprised!! cause im the 1st he had ever compliments... others was actually complaints to the management.. so was abit happy though!!

after work i went hm straight!! too tired!!

darwis?? im not sure wad he is up to.. but i dun care!!

in the next post den..

da..

NEXT....

HELLO!!



I know u all waiting to read my blog!! so?? WAIT LAH!!! hehe.. im very busy at the moment.. so... here my updated blog k FIFAH...



back to 2nd May,



Friday... i was actually at my aunt house when i met "bro" online... was doing nothing actually... juz chatting and stuff.. and doing my PROJECT!! but its halfway!!



ok.. we were chatting when he asked me if we could meet.. so ya.. i said ok!! duh!! i was boring at home.. so i meet him at NP..



wen we met, he told me dat his friends asked him to join them for day out.. so i got to follow him back to let him change.. change already, we took the mrt to Orchard!! in the train, i took his photo again.. got nothing to do actually.. hehe..





so ya.. we were at Orchard and we talk bout things while waiting for his friends.. den wen his friends came, i "handed" him over... it was fun going out with him.. so ya.. ermm... ya... meeting him again on Friday!! yeah!!



not to forget, he wrote nice things about me in his blog!! best rite!!



BRO, IF U READ THIS, I WANT TO THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE NICE WORDS U WROTE BOUT ME... U ALWAYS BE MY BRO...!!

I LOVE TODAY!!!

HEYS...

I went to meet my bro juz now.. his name is HANAFI IDRUS... He treat me lunch Banquet @ Causeway Point...!! awww!!! so sweet... During our lunch, we chat... about wad we had miss out!! hmmm.. Den we went to civic plaza to sit and continue wif our chat.. Not forgetting, we took pictures while we sit at the shade... We had happy times together...

He invited me to Zouk on Friday, 9 May... i said yes.. So we goin out again!! yeah!!! cant wait to go out wif him again!!

i got to go... see u in the next post!!

da...