ALHAMDULILLAH...

pujian bagi Allah SWT. kenaikan pangkat.... tidak terpikir akan kenaikkan pangkat kerana kerjaku sempurna kelak...

alhamdulillah juga kerana kuatkan iman ku menjalinkan persahabatan antara aku dan Mikhail, ADI dan juga tidak lupa akan DARWIS yang banyak memberiku sokongan moral... THANX many2 guyz!!

eventhough there is alot of hiccups along the way, i manage to score a Grade B+ for my work...

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!

pasal 1 mulut, periuk nasi org pecah...

im pissed off by someone reactions... pasal 1 mulut, periuk nasi org pecah... dun think you can get away with this easily.. yes i can tell him not to come... can i also tell her not to come? aku da banyak dengar berita pasal kau!! yes im just a junior staff.. i can also make u suffer... without the black magic i can make u suffer... i will make u lost your job one day.. im being very nice here... dun u think u can step on my head!

IM REALLY PISSED OFF BY YOU...

I GOT NO MORE RESPECT FOR YOU! IM TELLING YOU TO FUCK OFF FROM MY SIGHT!

ARGH!!!!!

how could you?

Monday blues... one after another..

Adi quarrelled with George.. i was not there to witness the incident.. as there was a call for me.. eventually Adi had a bad temper.. im still n shcoked over the incident when George came to me that Adi uses vulgarity towards him.. i really wanted to cry... but i just cant because im on shift. CK asked Adi to meet him at the office..

Adi came down and told me that today is his last day.. wad else? i straight away having fever... i just could not bare that today is his last day.. im really dissapointed with him..

i really want to cry!!! but im still in office and i just cannot cry!!! my eyes are turning red cause i control myself from tearing... i dun know how else to control... i cannot be sitting beside him with a fake smile... cannot be sitting at the counter with a fake smile either.. im really really dissapointed that he did all this.. after my hardship getting this work for him and he did this.. how could you hunz?? yes i love u!! but dat doesnt mean that u can do anything and even stepping my head when at work.... maybe today is the last dae dat i even text u or call u hunz... i promised myself that i wont be calling you hunz anymore.!!!

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random...

i was wondering why sometimes, i feel i hate him and sometimes im jealous wen he talks to other girls or even text, talking on the phone.. sometimes im angry with him and the hate is there.. sometimes, i need him close to me... sometimes i dun even bother to look at his face or even wanna text him.. just like i dun need him.... 

i missed Darwis badly... miss talking and joking with him... guess he is happy now with his family.. but sometimes, i did text him and try to chat wit him.. but to no avail... 

work was fine.. but it gets tougher each day... knowing there is much things to settle... without the tough work, thats not work.. no work in this world is easy... 

ITS NEW YEAR... 

hope i succeed in everything i do.. just wish my luck and wish me stay healthy... 

in the next post den... da... <3

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