How i felt..

It was a stupid mistake i made!!! to someone who dun even love me.. I realised i really make a wrong move at this point of time.. How i wish i could turn back time.. Im so sad wen i got to know about his lies towards me. Im here now enduring wad he is doing.. I hope he would change for a better..

I shared my strez with Dady Darwis yesterday.. I know its wrong to do that but i have noone else who i can share with.. Many things happened and i really dunno wad else to do... I have noone else.. I juz cried to myself... Either at work or at home... Started smoking heavily this few days... Was wondering if im gonna get better... Tonsils came back.. And i feel weaker each day.. Knowing im supposed to have at least 8 hours of rest, now i only have lesser den 8 hours...

Will have to end here... Getting ready for work...

Till the next post den... Da...

Friday, 10 December 2010

it was a unforgetable day for me.. its the first time i met Muhammad Adi Farhan.. a new fren made..

we went to the nearest park to chat.. we chat and laugh and we had great time.. we left at around 11.30pm coz i dun want him to miss the last bus home..

it took me awhile to meet him after knowing him for about two weeks.. giving him lame excuses everytime he asked to meetup.. well.. yesterday was an unplanned meeting.. he came to meet me in sports attire as he just finish his jog..

real frenship is really hard to find nowadays.. just like my bestie of 8 years, Mikhail Amran... and my bestie of 18 years, Mastura.. there are ups and down but i endured it and we still remain frens.. i hope my friendship with Adi will last long too..

till the next post den... daa.................