how could you?

how could you do this to me?

wanna know if im really in love with u by hurting me and said that u r married? hell no!! yes i do love you! but when u told me that ur wife is pregnant, im sorry, i have to go out from ur life! i just dun want history to repeat! had it once, i tolerate, had it twice, i remain calm, this is the 3rd! i cannot stand it anymore!!

reason for u to do this to me is to test me? u test my patience enuf! its too hurt for me to stay in the position where im hanging in the mid air!

first u told me that u are married... i accept.. i kept quiet although it hurts me.. 2nd u told me u dun have any feelings for her.. i accept it.. it hurts bt i overcomes it.. 3rd u told me ur wife is pregnant.. i told myself i had to move on.. u build that family and i dun intend to break it! i moved on! 4th wen i moved on, and found someone who is willing to love me, u confessed to me that u r not married! WTH??  this is where i dunno which is true? there is no proof!! u making me like... URGH!!!!

after all the bruises in my heart starting to cure, u again give me cuts.. this time it really tore my heart! i tak sangka u  buat i macam nie!! how could you!!

SHOULD I TAKE A BREAK? VACATION TO EASE MY TENSION?

ARGH!! i really dunno wad else to do! i dun even know who to believe!!! wad a life??