work was easy..but getting along was not as simple.. did the best but still cannot impress my other staffs. although im a full timer, everyone treats me like a part timer. sometimes i felt regrets after joining. but i must think.. i got responsibilities which i cannot let go. i felt down but i have to be strong to face it.
he left me and got married! again i felt down. i calm myself and stand tall. it was such a pain and i almost went to depression mode. luckily there are still people around me who help to cheer me up. thanx to those people. i appreciate it loadz!
April 2010 is not a good birthday for me this year. on the day of my birthday, god loves him more den i do. he went away without saying the last bye. he was killed in an accident. again i was hit by a drepression. it didnt last long. my aunt cheer me up with an unplanned trip. i stood up by the time i reached home. i told myself that i should be strong and hoped all the sadness be far away from me...
thank god dat im fine now. alot of frenz motivate me.. they gave me strength to carry on. now im motivated enuf to get back to work and aim for my best. thanx people for the supportz all this while...
THANX!!
more upcoming projects is in the list.. one of them is our very own monthly trials... im going to take charge of the upcoming course... its gonna be my 1st ever course. maybe i should take it just like the way i handle my lecture class before.. it should be happening!!!
after waiting for that fren of mine who went missing, he finally called me this evening.. he MIA due to some technical course which he was sent to. he was in Kuala Lumpur for his course which lasted for a year! didnt manage to talk to him long because i was eating wen he called.. but he promised me that he will call me tmrw.. and i trust him.. i miss u badly bestie..
he left me and got married! again i felt down. i calm myself and stand tall. it was such a pain and i almost went to depression mode. luckily there are still people around me who help to cheer me up. thanx to those people. i appreciate it loadz!
April 2010 is not a good birthday for me this year. on the day of my birthday, god loves him more den i do. he went away without saying the last bye. he was killed in an accident. again i was hit by a drepression. it didnt last long. my aunt cheer me up with an unplanned trip. i stood up by the time i reached home. i told myself that i should be strong and hoped all the sadness be far away from me...
thank god dat im fine now. alot of frenz motivate me.. they gave me strength to carry on. now im motivated enuf to get back to work and aim for my best. thanx people for the supportz all this while...
THANX!!
more upcoming projects is in the list.. one of them is our very own monthly trials... im going to take charge of the upcoming course... its gonna be my 1st ever course. maybe i should take it just like the way i handle my lecture class before.. it should be happening!!!
after waiting for that fren of mine who went missing, he finally called me this evening.. he MIA due to some technical course which he was sent to. he was in Kuala Lumpur for his course which lasted for a year! didnt manage to talk to him long because i was eating wen he called.. but he promised me that he will call me tmrw.. and i trust him.. i miss u badly bestie..
i miss my sister!!!
i shouldnt have fall in love. cause everytime i did, i surely got hurt!!! either they get their own life or god loves him more!! i just hate being hurt over and over again. i just hope to settle down with someone who love me for wad im and not someone who wants to change me.
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